Monday, May 06, 2002

So I haven't heard from my (not so) current love interest in a while... He was supposed to call... Well I broke down and wrote him a letter today, and sent it on email, (because mailing a letter to someone in the same city is *SO* not my style) ... It was short and to the point and just more or less asked why?!? Why haven't you called? At least that's all I wanted it to say, and then I went on a tangent and ended up saying exactly how I felt about him in 10 sentences or less. It was all good stuff (he's a hottie and *SO* cuddly that I'd love to just wrap around him and snuggle with him for a week... sigh...) but i worry that it may be saying too much, we haven't really talked about stuff like deeper feelings... He may have none...But, I'm already attached (I told him this in the letter!!) and I miss him.

It's cold in TheDungeon™ tonite. I've named my room in this basement TheDungeon™. It fits. It is damp and cold and has a few devices of pain. (Nothing fun and kinky, I'm not usually into S&M, well most of the time I'm not... another tangent for another time...) Bascially, my devices of pain are those few pairs of jeans from highschool that I refuse to let go of, and if I ever dared to try on would require: 1. a doctor to remove them surgically and 2. the replacement of both testicles after they shot out my ears...)

So yes, I'm in TheDungeon™, freezing my tush off and wishing I could snuggle up with cute little man thing that hasn't called. I want to hop in my car and drive back to my folks house, where it's warm, cozy and there's tons of leftovers.