crunch time
it is decision time - I have to make choices:
where to live, here or home?
where to live, new apartment, stay where I am, go to parents?
where to work, stay here, find new job, find new job at home?
and many others that all depend on these basic three...
and I have to decide by next week, all of it! the end of the month is coming and I need a place to live...
bitch and moan!
Life's been rather dull and routine lately. The only highlight being that I spent a fun long weekend at home visiting the aunt and uncle while my parents vacationed on the west coast. Relaxing and wonderful weather. That's all I can ask for. I drank a quart of Baileys and read a good book. A mental massage that was much needed.
The past few weeks has been a revolving pattern of eat, sleep, work, play Clan Lord, repeat. A little bit of avoidance and procrastination on my part about the decisions to be made... whatever, it's all fun! 8-)
I've been fixated lately on the classical guitar. While I have been uninspired to pick up the one sitting in my room at home, I want to try this out. I want to go get an old second-hand classical guitar and try the classical method. It may be the pianist in me, but I find the finger picking enchanting. And the style appeals to my musical senses. I seems right for me, whereas the strumming method on my current acoustic has always seemed... well, not right. I suppose you can finger pick on anything you pick up (no pun intended), but the and style is so different. Maybe I will get one... eBay has many! yay! But dishing out the money for even a cheapo one would be stupid right now. Sigh, I'll probably end up with one anyway, eating macaroni and cheese on paper plates...
Ex number two comes in one week. She's staying with me. Will be interesting... she's a wild one. We'll do a tour of my hometown etc... and I'll get a vacation out of it. I'm excited, a break in the monotony.
And today I am craving chicken. Not nice chicken, but cheap deep fried grocery store chicken. How bad is that!?!
Bawk!
Clan Lord
