/swear

In my eyes, indisposed
In disguise as no one knows
Hides the face, lies the snake
The sun in my disgrace
Boiling heat, summer stench
'Neath the black the sky looks dead
Call my name through the cream
And I'll hear you scream again
- Soundgarden

I am wiped out today. I woke with an awful headache and took some extra strength aspirin on top of my allergy medication. Joy of joys, my world has ground to a halt. All things seem to be sorting themselves out, but I'm in a holding pattern now. The cats issue is dealt with. I pick them up and they will take a two month vacation at Buddha's parents' place. They said they'd keep them until we get a place. Good. Not that I'd mind taking them, but it just makes everything a little easier on the brain. No permission from the Dungeon Master necessary, although just for the record he's a nice guy and he had already said yes... So, no 'me and two cats' stuck in a small room for two months. Two very frisky cats, I might add. So that is settled. Now to find an apartment. That sucks. My tenth move in five years. That's like two a year. Bitchin'! me...settle...down? I guess not... I have a job interview Friday, and if I got it, life would change dramatically... not money wise, I'd still be just making a fair wage, but the job situation would be fantastic. I'm keeping my fingers crossed, it's a job that could be lifted right from my resume. All one paragraph today. I'm too weary to separate thoughts coherently. I was bitchy to friends last night and had to apologize today. Damn my mood swings, they've been bad lately, but that's normal this time of year. Allergy season is like a living rollercoaster, I go from bitch to superbitch in a breath. The nice thing is that a few of them asked what was wrong. No smart remarks, no meanness returned, no finger pointing, they just want to know what the problem is and if they can help or fix it. Friends, good or casual, are a wonderful thing to have. The rest of the world can bite my bitchy ass, but friends, whether I'm in a good mood or bad, are worth all the gold in Texas. Is that an expression? All the tea in China maybe? Whatever. Two days here without bosses. The place runs itself, but I have things to do that I'm not in the mood to do. Fuckaluckalooey. I like that word. Summer is finally here, the weather is beautiful and the world seems like a nice place. And more than anything else right now I want a nap. Brain...need...rest...now...