I rode along on the bus and wrote this in my head as we drove along; knowing full well I wouldn't remember a word... I was right, but it doesn't matter; the only things I recall are two lines; one, the monologue that's ongoing as I watch the streets pass by cannot be put down in words, the words just keep coming and going, all that matters is the experience of them; the other, acid is my siren; but I have always been it's master and always will be, I hear it call, and I can look it in the eye, and even though it's song entices me more than anything else, I can turn away;

I walked into utopia this evening; when I was younger I tried many drugs, not the harsh ones like crack or heroin, but the fun teenager types that make weekends into experiences; they were all fun, interesting, entertaining, whatever... but of them all, I fell in love with acid, LSD, the maker of my mind;

tonite I had a flashback; only the second in my life.. the first was vague and I can't recall when or where it happened, it was short and I wasn't sure until later what had happened; not so tonite... this one was so potent I am still dizzy with excitement; the world is a new thing when you're on a trip like this... it has been three years since I had my last hit, I've thought about finding some here, but it wasn't a big thing, just something to do if I got bored... tonite was a treat beyond my wildest wishes; there is no describing such a thing, it just is; and I am happy;

I went to see the movie Insomnia tonite; I can only assume that brought it on; the movie has such odd flashing scenes all through it, the lights just rushed me out; thank you makers of the movie, it wasn't all that great in and of itself, but as I left the theatre the world did a 360 and I found pure bliss...