anger

OK, so you're going to be calm. You're mental state is fluctuating by the minute and the neurons seem bent on failing, but hold on. The onset of the encroaching cold spell and the dismal days of half light half dark are dragging you downwards. The futility of pouring your heart into a letter and actually sending it is enough to rub raw every nerve in your bloody being, but that was last week. Challenge ahoy, this week the damn car is trying to engage apoplexy but you can beat it too. Just think about all the fun you could have cheerfully smashing the thing into a million pieces with nothing more than a 5 iron. This will go away, all of it will. And then it will be summer again and it will be alright.